Running after antelope:a trip to Cambodia

Response to the question on Zyra Cristobal's blog [ http://zcristobal08.blogspot.com/]:

Explain the significance of the final paragraph in page 79 of the book

The author says he would like to say he feels he has become a better person for going on the trip, yet in the same paragraph says he isn’t a better person for it. My interpretation is that if he does nothing he will be a coward, without a cause, and with no aim. He took a trip hoping to discover the truth yet in the truth he found so much emptiness. The author is bound to believe that he needs the world to know that Cambodia is a place that has much pain. The author is echoing the cry for help from the people. He has seen the destruction and feels the call to speak out against it. I feel the power in the words “the torturers and the killers had been children” (pg73). The image and the grotesque of children killing others by bare shovels and picks is a gloomy imagination of the hopes for Cambodia. It is necessary for more people to see Cambodia for what it really is. The attention and possible media would be the start of a new beginning for the location’s betterment. Yet if he does nothing he is not made a better person especially because he has seen the truth. Ergo, attention brings light on the truths and the truths will bring light for the need of attention.

Windfall:Running After Antelope

1.What is the relationship with the author and this mother? What is the significance of adding the image of his mother buying him a house?

2.What is the significance of including the imagery of Bob drinking?

3. What is the significane of the irony in Bob and the author, fighting after having had a good time prior drinking?

4.How is it ironic that the neightbors complain about the other's flaws when they themselves may be worse?

5.Why is the image of Bob and the author listening to tapes important?

6. Why does the author doubt his mother as aforshadowing of him getting over an internal issue?

7. Why is it ironic that Bob would try to befriend the author after disliking all his other neighbors?

8. What is the symbolism of Bob having a gun in the entre of his house?

9. Why is it ironic that Clarence would look down on other people, in prison, for having a lesser crime than him when he killed his wife?

10. What is the symbolism of Clarence killing his wife with a broom? Why is Clarence so calm about the whole situation?

"Natural Family Planning "

I picked the creative nonfiction entitled, "Natural Family Planning". I disliked this poem for a few reasons, yet I admire it for others.The idea that everything has to be planned is absurd to me. The author is someone who obsess over planning what happen to her body and every one's around her. However, the body has a function, a purpose, and a design. The body doesn't require over thinking of how to get pregnant but rather allow the appreciation of circumstances that get one there. Children are a blessing and should be loved and cherished. However, one can't smoother them and try to control them.Ironically, the author resents her mother yet doesn't want that from her own child. I don't believe in natural planning. I believe in thanking God for what he gives one, and praying for what he doesn't. The discomfort of the husband, to me, is likely due to the over structured, timed, and stressed situations he has to see. Therefore, he doesn't want to be apart of it. He loves his wife and their child but I affirm his belief in allowing nature to take its course.      

Full Moon

Dear full moon, as I write an ode to you I am reminded of many things, the world surrounding us yet we don’t see. “

Glistening light, I attempt to understand your ways.

 Moon I beg of you, tell me what lays

Ahead

 I have been wondering for so long

what makes you smile.

 Every night when we meet up for our daily talks

I wonder for quite a while

 you say nothing but bare teeth to the world.

Am I alone?

You mock me as if I am blind

Well then help me find!

Something in front of me

Something I can grasp to be

Dear moon, perhaps because you are wiser

you understand more

carry me on your shoulders

so I may too soar.

You are seen so small

Yet so large is your call

The time that life has granted you

 Has proved to us what you can do

Ignite in me a desire

To set my soul on fire

For you.

As a meditate on today

Give me your wisdom to find my way

If I fail

Don’t let time sail,

Away with my heart.

Dear moon, give me the light

That makes you shine so bright.

Give me the strength

To have your might.

Little rain drops

That fall in my eyes

Don’t cloud my sight

Don’t darken my fight

For if this is my right

Set your hands of light

Upon this flower

Named beautiful.”

With my terrible memory, I forget so many things especially to thank you for shinning. As I sit outside on my beautiful patio, which I rarely do, I feel at home. It's strange to understand how life can pass us by yet we are far too  busy to ever smell the roses. "Mom, what do you think, I ask my mom?" "I think, it's beautiful especially how clear the sky looks to show it's glow," she replies. I agree mom, I agree.

A Winter Walk

The breaking technology of today is bring people closer, more now than ever, to being youthful forever. The invention of The Ghost, a technology that eats harmful sun rays to power itself and protects from aging the skin while out. The new technology not only protects but transforms as a form of transportation. Its secure technology ensures that every individual, while locked in by the safety belt, can move and not age. Alarmingly, the vast population that is using it has bred humans as savages, the extinction of vehicles, the beginning of global icing, and famine. Society, the rivers, the future, have become like death, frozen, motionless, and without life. People are meant to age, I refuse to become immortal. I walk as a symbol that I still have my youth, I will age but at least I will know I lived.  

Song Lyrics= Poetry

Black Eyed Peas- Where is the love:

"What's wrong with the world mama
People living like they ain't got no mama
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that will bring you trauma
Over seas, yeah, we tryin' to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here living in the USA
The big CIA, the Bloods, and the Crips and the KKK

But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you got to have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

[Chorus]
People killing, people dying
Children hurtin', hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Or would you turn the other cheek
Father father father father
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love

It just ain't the same all the ways of change
New days are strange
Is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why the pieces of love don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering as the youth are young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
The world that we're living in
People keep on giving in
Making wrong decisions only visions of the dividend
Not respecting each other
Denying thy brother
A war going on, but the reasons undercover
The truth is kept secret
It's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love y'all, c'mon, I don't know
Where's the truth y'all, c'mon, I don't know
Where's the love y'all

[Chorus]

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older y'all people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us following the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinemas

Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love
We spreading animosity
Lack of understanding
Leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep our faith alive 'till love is found"

1. The song uses symbolism, where love symbolizes strength, friendship, power, and peace.
2.There is a use of Allusion,  "would you turn the other cheek," and this is an allusion to the bible in the gospel of Matthew in the New Testament.

"You have heard that it was said, 'An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.' But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you."

—Matthew 5:38-42, NIV

3.Visual Imagery is used in the song, the imagery of gases filling young children and also the imagery of bombs being dropped, to create the image of tragedy. Ergo, the gangs of the U.S. only goes further to create the image of terrorists and evils living in the U.S. The idea that we don't have to leave to realize that people are causing war and chaos.

Poem for Anthology

Lift Every Voice and Sing   by James Weldon Johnson
I chose this poem for two reasons; the first, it displays forgiveness and two, it gives closure to and emphasizes a struggle. My theme is the overcoming of difficult times, therefore, I feel this poem holds true to that idea.