Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Running after antelope:a trip to Cambodia

Response to the question on Zyra Cristobal's blog [ http://zcristobal08.blogspot.com/]:

Explain the significance of the final paragraph in page 79 of the book

The author says he would like to say he feels he has become a better person for going on the trip, yet in the same paragraph says he isn’t a better person for it. My interpretation is that if he does nothing he will be a coward, without a cause, and with no aim. He took a trip hoping to discover the truth yet in the truth he found so much emptiness. The author is bound to believe that he needs the world to know that Cambodia is a place that has much pain. The author is echoing the cry for help from the people. He has seen the destruction and feels the call to speak out against it. I feel the power in the words “the torturers and the killers had been children” (pg73). The image and the grotesque of children killing others by bare shovels and picks is a gloomy imagination of the hopes for Cambodia. It is necessary for more people to see Cambodia for what it really is. The attention and possible media would be the start of a new beginning for the location’s betterment. Yet if he does nothing he is not made a better person especially because he has seen the truth. Ergo, attention brings light on the truths and the truths will bring light for the need of attention.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Windfall:Running After Antelope

1.What is the relationship with the author and this mother? What is the significance of adding the image of his mother buying him a house?

2.What is the significance of including the imagery of Bob drinking?

3. What is the significane of the irony in Bob and the author, fighting after having had a good time prior drinking?

4.How is it ironic that the neightbors complain about the other's flaws when they themselves may be worse?

5.Why is the image of Bob and the author listening to tapes important?

6. Why does the author doubt his mother as aforshadowing of him getting over an internal issue?

7. Why is it ironic that Bob would try to befriend the author after disliking all his other neighbors?

8. What is the symbolism of Bob having a gun in the entre of his house?

9. Why is it ironic that Clarence would look down on other people, in prison, for having a lesser crime than him when he killed his wife?

10. What is the symbolism of Clarence killing his wife with a broom? Why is Clarence so calm about the whole situation?

"Natural Family Planning "

I picked the creative nonfiction entitled, "Natural Family Planning". I disliked this poem for a few reasons, yet I admire it for others.The idea that everything has to be planned is absurd to me. The author is someone who obsess over planning what happen to her body and every one's around her. However, the body has a function, a purpose, and a design. The body doesn't require over thinking of how to get pregnant but rather allow the appreciation of circumstances that get one there. Children are a blessing and should be loved and cherished. However, one can't smoother them and try to control them.Ironically, the author resents her mother yet doesn't want that from her own child. I don't believe in natural planning. I believe in thanking God for what he gives one, and praying for what he doesn't. The discomfort of the husband, to me, is likely due to the over structured, timed, and stressed situations he has to see. Therefore, he doesn't want to be apart of it. He loves his wife and their child but I affirm his belief in allowing nature to take its course.      

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Full Moon



Dear full moon, as I write an ode to you I am reminded of many things, the world surrounding us yet we don’t see. “
Glistening light, I attempt to understand your ways.
 Moon I beg of you, tell me what lays
Ahead
 I have been wondering for so long
what makes you smile.
 Every night when we meet up for our daily talks
I wonder for quite a while
 you say nothing but bare teeth to the world.
Am I alone?
You mock me as if I am blind
Well then help me find!
Something in front of me
Something I can grasp to be
Dear moon, perhaps because you are wiser
you understand more
carry me on your shoulders
so I may too soar.
You are seen so small
Yet so large is your call
The time that life has granted you
 Has proved to us what you can do
Ignite in me a desire
To set my soul on fire
For you.
As a meditate on today
Give me your wisdom to find my way
If I fail
Don’t let time sail,
Away with my heart.
Dear moon, give me the light
That makes you shine so bright.
Give me the strength
To have your might.
Little rain drops
That fall in my eyes
Don’t cloud my sight
Don’t darken my fight
For if this is my right
Set your hands of light
Upon this flower
Named beautiful.”
With my terrible memory, I forget so many things especially to thank you for shinning. As I sit outside on my beautiful patio, which I rarely do, I feel at home. It's strange to understand how life can pass us by yet we are far too  busy to ever smell the roses. "Mom, what do you think, I ask my mom?" "I think, it's beautiful especially how clear the sky looks to show it's glow," she replies. I agree mom, I agree.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

A Winter Walk

The breaking technology of today is bring people closer, more now than ever, to being youthful forever. The invention of The Ghost, a technology that eats harmful sun rays to power itself and protects from aging the skin while out. The new technology not only protects but transforms as a form of transportation. Its secure technology ensures that every individual, while locked in by the safety belt, can move and not age. Alarmingly, the vast population that is using it has bred humans as savages, the extinction of vehicles, the beginning of global icing, and famine. Society, the rivers, the future, have become like death, frozen, motionless, and without life. People are meant to age, I refuse to become immortal. I walk as a symbol that I still have my youth, I will age but at least I will know I lived.  

Monday, February 6, 2012

Song Lyrics= Poetry

Black Eyed Peas- Where is the love:

"What's wrong with the world mama
People living like they ain't got no mama
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that will bring you trauma
Over seas, yeah, we tryin' to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here living in the USA
The big CIA, the Bloods, and the Crips and the KKK

But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you got to have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

[Chorus]
People killing, people dying
Children hurtin', hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Or would you turn the other cheek
Father father father father
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love

It just ain't the same all the ways of change
New days are strange
Is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why the pieces of love don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering as the youth are young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
The world that we're living in
People keep on giving in
Making wrong decisions only visions of the dividend
Not respecting each other
Denying thy brother
A war going on, but the reasons undercover
The truth is kept secret
It's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love y'all, c'mon, I don't know
Where's the truth y'all, c'mon, I don't know
Where's the love y'all

[Chorus]

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older y'all people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us following the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinemas

Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love
We spreading animosity
Lack of understanding
Leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep our faith alive 'till love is found"

1. The song uses symbolism, where love symbolizes strength, friendship, power, and peace.
2.There is a use of Allusion,  "would you turn the other cheek," and this is an allusion to the bible in the gospel of Matthew in the New Testament.
"You have heard that it was said, 'An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.' But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you."
3.Visual Imagery is used in the song, the imagery of gases filling young children and also the imagery of bombs being dropped, to create the image of tragedy. Ergo, the gangs of the U.S. only goes further to create the image of terrorists and evils living in the U.S. The idea that we don't have to leave to realize that people are causing war and chaos.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Poem for Anthology

Lift Every Voice and Sing   by James Weldon Johnson
I chose this poem for two reasons; the first, it displays forgiveness and two, it gives closure to and emphasizes a struggle. My theme is the overcoming of difficult times, therefore, I feel this poem holds true to that idea.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Metaphor & Rhinoceros

Being silenced is a knife to the veins.


I have been Berenger when i've taken on the whole debate class on the topic of marriage.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

6 word memoir

-I'm living in a fairy tail

-Activist for life. Guardian of unborn.

-Saving babies. Saving trees. Changing lives.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

What does the last stanza in Cinderella mean?

"never telling the same story twice
never getting a middle-aged spread
their darling smiles pasted on for eternity.
Regular Bobbsey Twins.
That story."

The stanza is a hope of what we wish life to be. According to Michael P. Weinstein, the Bobbsey Twins were in a book series of which these two twins, Bert and Nan, have many adventures. The series would last 72 books of adventures. However, through out the many journies they take, they never age. I believe Sexton is glooming up the image of the happily ever after we all love. I believe she's saying that we can't believe that life is a fairy tale, marriage is not always easy. Moreover, Sexton is implying that people will age unlike the Bobbsey Twins and when we do life won't be all smiles. However, even though all our lives are to end, it's our story and we still decide how we end it.  

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Grimm's tale

THE FROG-PRINCE


One fine evening a young princess put on her bonnet and clogs, and went out to take a walk by herself in a wood; and when she came to a cool spring of water, that rose in the midst of it, she sat herself down to rest a while. Now she had a golden ball in her hand, which was her favourite plaything; and she was always tossing it up into the air, and catching it again as it fell. After a time she threw it up so high that she missed catching it as it fell; and the ball bounded away, and rolled along upon the ground, till at last it fell down into the spring. The princess looked into the spring after her ball, but it was very deep, so deep that she could not see the bottom of it. Then she began to bewail her loss, and said, 'Alas! if I could only get my ball again, I would give all my fine clothes and jewels, and everything that I have in the world.'

Whilst she was speaking, a frog put its head out of the water, and said, 'Princess, why do you weep so bitterly?' 'Alas!' said she, 'what can you do for me, you nasty frog? My golden ball has fallen into the spring.' The frog said, 'I want not your pearls, and jewels, and fine clothes; but if you will love me, and let me live with you and eat from off your golden plate, and sleep upon your bed, I will bring you your ball again.' 'What nonsense,' thought the princess, 'this silly frog is talking! He can never even get out of the spring to visit me, though he may be able to get my ball for me, and therefore I will tell him he shall have what he asks.' So she said to the frog, 'Well, if you will bring me my ball, I will do all you ask.' Then the frog put his head down, and dived deep under the water; and after a little while he came up again, with the ball in his mouth, and threw it on the edge of the spring. As soon as the young princess saw her ball, she ran to pick it up; and she was so overjoyed to have it in her hand again, that she never thought of the frog, but ran home with it as fast as she could. The frog called after her, 'Stay, princess, and take me with you as you said,' But she did not stop to hear a word.

The next day, just as the princess had sat down to dinner, she heard a strange noise—tap, tap—plash, plash—as if something was coming up the marble staircase: and soon afterwards there was a gentle knock at the door, and a little voice cried out and said:
'Open the door, my princess dear,
  Open the door to thy true love here!
  And mind the words that thou and I said
  By the fountain cool, in the greenwood shade.'

Then the princess ran to the door and opened it, and there she saw the frog, whom she had quite forgotten. At this sight she was sadly frightened, and shutting the door as fast as she could came back to her seat. The king, her father, seeing that something had frightened her, asked her what was the matter. 'There is a nasty frog,' said she, 'at the door, that lifted my ball for me out of the spring this morning: I told him that he should live with me here, thinking that he could never get out of the spring; but there he is at the door, and he wants to come in.'

While she was speaking the frog knocked again at the door, and said:
'Open the door, my princess dear,
  Open the door to thy true love here!
  And mind the words that thou and I said
  By the fountain cool, in the greenwood shade.'

Then the king said to the young princess, 'As you have given your word you must keep it; so go and let him in.' She did so, and the frog hopped into the room, and then straight on—tap, tap—plash, plash—from the bottom of the room to the top, till he came up close to the table where the princess sat. 'Pray lift me upon chair,' said he to the princess, 'and let me sit next to you.' As soon as she had done this, the frog said, 'Put your plate nearer to me, that I may eat out of it.' This she did, and when he had eaten as much as he could, he said, 'Now I am tired; carry me upstairs, and put me into your bed.' And the princess, though very unwilling, took him up in her hand, and put him upon the pillow of her own bed, where he slept all night long. As soon as it was light he jumped up, hopped downstairs, and went out of the house. 'Now, then,' thought the princess, 'at last he is gone, and I shall be troubled with him no more.'

But she was mistaken; for when night came again she heard the same tapping at the door; and the frog came once more, and said:
'Open the door, my princess dear,
  Open the door to thy true love here!
  And mind the words that thou and I said
  By the fountain cool, in the greenwood shade.'

And when the princess opened the door the frog came in, and slept upon her pillow as before, till the morning broke. And the third night he did the same. But when the princess awoke on the following morning she was astonished to see, instead of the frog, a handsome prince, gazing on her with the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen, and standing at the head of her bed.

He told her that he had been enchanted by a spiteful fairy, who had changed him into a frog; and that he had been fated so to abide till some princess should take him out of the spring, and let him eat from her plate, and sleep upon her bed for three nights. 'You,' said the prince, 'have broken his cruel charm, and now I have nothing to wish for but that you should go with me into my father's kingdom, where I will marry you, and love you as long as you live.'

The young princess, you may be sure, was not long in saying 'Yes' to all this; and as they spoke a gay coach drove up, with eight beautiful horses, decked with plumes of feathers and a golden harness; and behind the coach rode the prince's servant, faithful Heinrich, who had bewailed the misfortunes of his dear master during his enchantment so long and so bitterly, that his heart had well-nigh burst.

They then took leave of the king, and got into the coach with eight horses, and all set out, full of joy and merriment, for the prince's kingdom, which they reached safely; and there they lived happily a great many years.

             I believe Sexton chooses this tale because it's too easy of an ending. Meaning that the struggles aren't verry highlighted in the original story. However, when sexton presents this story again she places a light on certain symbols. The symbols in the story are transformed to new meaning or become more ambigious so that they can have meaning.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Poem Stanza

One mite wrung from the lab'rer's hands
Shall buy and sell the miser's lands;
Or, if protected from on high,
Does that whole nation sell and buy.

A mite being wrung from a lab'rer's hands being worth enough to buy and sell land is actually a metapohore for slavery. How the hands that worked the land were the reasons that people could own and maintain land. Furthermore the first two lines are a symbol and irony of worthiness. Worthiness is showed through the idea that even a mite wrung from a slaves' hands would have a far greater value than all the riches of wealthy slave owners. Moreover the author gives the persona that God or a being of higher power watches and protects the "lab'rer's".